so irresistible

Most of the time, love makes no sense at all.
Because, it's so unpredictable, undeniable and uncontrollable.
That is why, love is so irresistible.
So, don't fight it. Embrace it.

an angel

He came
like a knight in shining armour
He brought
not only joy and happiness
but tender, love and care
Like a rainbow after the rain
he is always a delight
He may be gone forever
but his soul
will always live in your heart
Just like an angel
he will always be
by your side

* This one is dedicated to you, Suet Yi. Never ceased to have faith.

把他忘了吧

一个朋友说, 看过我的"感性或理性?"后, 心情犹如掉入无底深渊般, 无限感触.

听过她的经历后, 得知她感情路上崎岖不平. 她的遭遇, 确实令人感到惋惜. 她为爱情所作的牺牲颇大. 为了所爱的人, 她无怨无悔, 忍受着他家人对她的冷颜冷语. 她尝试着各种办法, 希望有那么一天, 能够感动他的家人, 接受她和他一起的事实, 祝福他们的这段感情.

最终, 她还是失败了. 她没有办法改变他家人对她的偏见. 在她和他家人之间, 他选择了家人. 她彻底的崩溃了. 爱, 曾经那么的甜蜜, 但是却可以那么的残酷.

我只能说, 这个人, 不值得你伤心流泪. 因为他不够爱你. 他不愿意为你牺牲, 不愿意为你们俩的将来打拼. 在这样的一段感情里, 吃亏的永远是你.

有人说, 爱不在乎天长地久, 只在乎曾经拥有. 这都是骗人的. 爱, 若不是一生一世, 那又有何意义?

把他给忘了吧! 未来, 还有更多值得的人在等待.

brain dead

10th October 2007, 11:35pm, I pronounced myself - brain dead.

I wanted so badly to write something for my blog, but I ran out of idea. I feel like an addict without supply.

This is so frustrating.

Can someone inspire me, excite me or perhaps, donate some fresh brain cells to me?

how could I know?

This is so .... ME .....
I can only keep my fingers crossed, and hope that this is for real.

dog chase

My neighbour went on a family trip abroad and sent their Yorkshire Terrier over for us to babysit while they are away.

So, I took both my dog, a Miniature Schnauzer, Bailey and my neighbour's dog, Mimi out for a walk in the evening. It was all fun until Mimi ran loose from her leash and starting running away. Oh my gosh, you can imagine the horrified look I had on my face. The more I tried to chase her, the quicker she ran. Eventually, she ran into someone's car porch and sneaked into their house. The owner of the house, without realizing it, was still happily typing away in front of his computer until I asked for help. Oh my. That was embarassing spelled with a capital "E"!

First, it was cat fight. Now, dog chase. I wonder what is next in line... crocodile rock? elephant walk? buffalo wings? hrmmm..... I don't mind the latter though. haha..

My life seems to be filled with surprises and it can sometimes be like a circus!

cruelly insensitive

Someone read my blog and laughed at what I wrote. Don't get me wrong. He wasn't laughing at my entries labelled under 'Tickle my funny bone', which is supposedly humorous. He was laughing at the one entry where I poured my heart out and shared a story of my sad past.

I am very upset. How can someone be so insensitive? You can disgrace my blog and choose not to read it. But do not laugh for you do not have the rights. The rights to hurt one's feeling. Especially mine.

So, if you are reading this, YES, I'm hurt by your cruel remarks.

"色.戒"

忘了有多久没看过一部感人的中文电影. <色.戒> 给我带来的震撼完全出乎我的意料之外.

<色.戒> 改编之张爱玲的小说. 这部电影, 叙述着一群年少狂妄的热血青年, 在抗日战争的动荡年代里, 参与了特务行动. 希望以微薄的力量替国家尽一点责任. 万万没有想到, 当中竟然因为千丝万缕的情感, 而误了大事. 徒劳无功之余, 还赔了一票人的性命.

在戏里, 梁朝伟饰演的易先生是一个典型的理性代表人物. 由于身份的原因, 他把自己武装起来, 连带七情六欲都把它深埋在无底洞里. 但是, 因为汤唯所饰演的王佳芝的出现而改变了一切. 易被王的美色所迷惑, 放下戒备, 流露出感性的一面. 他要的是她的躯体, 而她要的却是他的性命. 原来如此简单的交易, 却因俩人动了真感情, 而变得一发不可收拾.

从一开始的憎恨, 到最后的爱慕, 王佳芝爱得义无反顾. 在行动的关键时刻, 冒着丧失性命的危险, 给易逃生的机会. 她可以在被捕之前, 服毒自杀. 但是却抱着可能还有见到易的机会, 欣然接受逮捕.

易虽然深爱着王, 却为了千秋大业, 狠下心肠的把王送上刑场. 由于害怕自己心软, 甚至选择不见他所爱的人最后一面.

电影尾声, 易的热泪盈眶, 王受刑前眼神流露的无奈, 都让人感叹万分.

有谁能说, 易做对了吗? 王有错吗? 爱的力量实在令人难以置信, 因为它可以让人连性命都不要.

life's a rollercoaster ride

I was all happy the whole day today.
Now, all of a sudden, all I feel is sadness and sorrow.
Life can be like a rollercoaster ride.
It goes up, and then it comes down, over and over again.
Or perhaps it's just me.
I can never understand myself sometimes.
Oh well.

跟着感觉走

如果这不是爱
为什么 会思念
如果这不是爱
为什么 会心痛

我想
不再 想太多
我想
不再 太多疑
我想
简简单单的 跟着感觉
潇洒的 走一趟

让我
沉溺在
爱的幸福里

"Journey of feeling"

If this is not love
why do I miss him so much
If this is not love
why does my heart aches

I wish
not to think too much
I wish
not to worry too much
I wish
my feelings could lead me
to a wonderful journey
of romance

Let me drown
in the sea of love